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Practice
Day 13 of “Shelter In Place” for Californians in the North Bay. No better time to start practicing the feelings. As I mentioned in last weeks post, I have been formally introduced to…
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All That Feels
I hate being away from my kids for longer than two days. Given where I am when they are gone, that distance of separation can shorten as well. If I am away on…
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Act Two; She Continues To Rise
I have days where my head literally feels like it’s spinning. The thoughts don’t stop coming, the feet don’t find the floor, the heart is weary from the pace…where is my anchor? Do you ever…
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Body Grief
That last few weeks have been hard. Like brutal hard. How to pinpoint why things feel so hard is almost as exhausting as just making it through a day itself. It’s 3:34 PM…
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Ok, Let’s Talk About It…OCD & ADHD
I am turning forty this week, and my six year old with OCD will not under any circumstances stop talking to me, or at me. He is a verbal processor so ALL the…
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Dear Jesus pt. 3 Deconstruction
In my last entry “Dear Jesus pt. 2” a dear friend of mine posted a comment with a link to an article about the 6 stages of Deconstruction. I found it interesting and…
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Dear Jesus Pt. 2
About five years before my marriage fell apart I began to hear a quiet voice inside me. This voice was soft, it was gentle, it was humble, and it was confused. It had…
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Dear Jesus pt.1
My mother was the most enchanting women I had ever seen in my little girl life. Growing up in her home was somewhat magical. I only remember her to be patient and kind…
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Altar Of Remembrance
Happy Martin Luther King day. I got the day off work, hence the late post here, but I can’t believe we are trailing down January already. It was this exact time two years…
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Echo
When I had the affair, the things I thought most about were ‘how and when’ I would get caught, or ‘how to get out of it without getting caught,’ quickly. The urgency to…